

| Sean O'Brien talks about "The Drug Of Memory" (First Cold Press)  This item is a little about the present and a lot 
about the past! Regular readers of this page know Sean O'Brien already quite 
well, if you're new here: please take the time to scroll down... Now "The Drug 
Of Memory" came out, this compilation of tracks 
covers nearly thirty years of  Sean's recorded work with the following bands: 
The Meantime (1979-1981), True West (1981-1982), Denim TV 
(1984-1991) Cottonmouth (1994-1996), The Mariettas (1997-1999) and some solo 
work. The majority of these tracks have never been released. One track, "Smoke 
Me" features guest artist Chris Cacavas. In February 2009 Sean visited Europe for the first 
time! He went to Prague, played in Berlin and inbetween took the time and the 
train, to visit the studio of Radio Winschoten, The Netherlands. The interviews, 
the live-sessions (featuring Dutch guitarist Evert Erents on three songs) and 
Sean's own DJ-thing (!) were broadcasted over two weeks on the show 'RadioGirl'. The 
featured pictures were taken (by Laura Wilt) during Sean's visit to ice-cold Winschoten. Now let's hear what Sean has to say about "The Drug Of Memory": "Generally I am loathe to look back at the past, 
but a couple of things happened that precipitated this release.  My old friend 
Tony Silvera; guitarist and vocalist extraordinaire in my first band, Blair’s 
Diving Mules, had miraculously held onto some old tapes I had sent him over 
twenty years previously.  I had lost my copies; and the masters were gone, so I 
thought I would never recover them.  Once I had the tapes back I wanted to make 
digital copies for my archive.  I realized then I had the entire known 
recordings of the Meantime, as well as a True West demo and live show from 
before I left the group in 1982.  Also, I have always had a lot of affection for 
the “Cottonmouth” demos, recorded in Los Angeles shortly before the formation of 
The Mariettas.  Those songs had never been released.  I thought I would marry 
the two worlds of my recordings and fill in some gaps to give a sort of 
chronological journey through my work.  Some of the tracks have less than 
stellar audio fidelity, but they were chosen because they captured a certain 
spirit flowing through the groups at the time. I can hear a kind of progress as 
the tracks play along.  Hopefully, others will too.  INDIFFERENT – Really this is the first lead vocal 
track I ever did for an entire song.  Recorded at KDVS’ studio in Davis with 
Steve Wynn engineering.  I had been eating a steady diet of Buzzcocks I 
think.  THE SHARK – The first song that started to get 
consistent airplay at KDVS.  A lonely tale of a femme fatale. I remember playing 
a rented Vox teardrop 12-string guitar on this one, trying the conjure the ghost 
of Brian Jones in my mind. IS THERE SOMEONE OUT THERE? – An early tune by Russ 
Tolman.  We split writing duties in those days.  He used to program reels of 
pre-recorded shows at another local radio station at the time.  STOP TO QUESTION – I always had a fantasy of Debbie 
Harry singing this tune.  Russ explodes with a terrific guitar solo in the 
middle that I purposely pushed forward in the mix. Later rewritten a bit as the 
Denim TV song, “Never Died”. TWO FOR ONE – An old Suspects song, written by Russ 
that became the A-side of our EP.  I don’t sing it as well as the great Kendra 
Smith did on bootlegs I have heard, but I like the energy.  Recorded in Los 
Angeles by David Gates, leader and main songwriter of the highly successful 
seventies band, Bread. SOME SAY YES – A song of mine recorded by Mr. Gates 
the same day as “Two For One”.  I always wished this one had made it onto our 
one and only EP. A personal favorite.  SEX FIT – An early tale of gender confusion.  
Recorded in Russ’ basement with vocals done at KDVS, where I have a distinct 
memory of not being able to hear myself at all.  Those were the 
days!  SHE'S SO WILD – Ditto for the recording of this 
ditty; which always went over well at our live shows. Listen for the keyboards 
in the middle eight by Rick Gates. NO BLOOD, NO CHOCOLATE – Recorded live with True 
West at the Berkeley Square in November 1981.  The sound person tries to 
undermine my attempts at singing the song with a slapback echo, but I plod on 
and play with the effect to the song’s benefit.  Dedicated to one of favorite 
bands of the time, XTC.   |  TIGHT FIST – A great tune from Russ Tolman. Recorded in someone’s living room that I did not know personally. We did a lot of that sort of thing back then. TO BE SAD – I recently was rebuked for the lyric, 
“you’ll have ashes for your make-up.”  Duly noted.  I was learning the torturous 
road of relationships.  This song later transmogrified into “Purple and White” 
by Denim TV.  WHAT CAN YOU SAY? – An early DTV tune featuring the 
only known balalaika solo in all of my work by the great John Poultney.  A live 
version will appear on the next CD from First Cold Press, Denim TV – Live 
at Club Graffiti – 5/30/85, to be released next year. MEAN STREAK – I moved to Los Angeles and met the 
Hofer brothers, Manfred and Tom, from The Leaving Trains. This tune was recorded 
with a drum machine at Penguin Studios in Eagle Rock, CA.  It became the first 
Cottonmouth demo.  Some writer said it sounded like Love & Rockets. Mixed by 
Bill Inglot.  SPEED LIMIT – The myth of ultra-violence on the 
streets of Los Angeles manifested itself in this tune of a hit-and-run drive by. 
“Watch me smile, he he he, he he he.”  WINTER FRUIT – An obvious homage to Paul Weller and 
The Jam.  Complete with a Rickenbacker guitar I borrowed, that was previously 
owed by an Angry Samoan (I’m not saying which one). I also have “lounge” demo of 
this played on a flamenco type guitar. IT WORKS OUT – I remember our engineer/producer, 
Eric Westfall, asking me not to croon the intro to this dark tune a la Jim 
Morrison.  I did my best.  Written at the time of the riots in Los Angeles after 
the O.J. Simpson trial. Nice slide work by Manfred and drumming by Brad 
Holtzman!  SMOKE ME – The great Chris Cacavas plays some fine 
piano on this tune. He sounds like Dr. John to me. The lyric is tongue in cheek 
and not meant to be taken too seriously. Anyone looking for a pro-hemp anthem 
might want to give this one a listen. INDIFFERENT – A remake recorded at the band’s 
insistence.  About eight seconds shorter that the first version, of which I am 
immensely proud.  File this next to your Bad Religion records.  WHAT A RIOT – A live take of a song never recorded 
in a studio.  More reportage from the days of the riots.  I really did use an 
ATM with an armed soldier standing a few feet away.  Strange. SCRAPBOOK – Recorded live at around 2 AM in front 
of a small, but appreciative crowd at the Whiskey A Go Go on the Sunset Strip. I 
like my feedback solo on this one.  NIGHT NIGHT DOLLY – The Mariettas demoed all of the 
tunes for “12” at a rehearsal place in Culver City.  Curiously, this tune did 
not make the cut because we had “too many” up-tempo songs for the record.  
Manfred says I sound like John Doe of X on this one. All the love that money 
buys. MARIETTAS A GO GO – Three minutes of magic captured 
on a hand-held dictaphone recorder. At around the two minutes mark, Manfred’s 
lead guitar engages in a battle with Doyle’s drums that is truly amazing.  Doyle 
commented, “Yeah, I was mad because he was playing in a different time 
signature!”  LEARNED AT YOUR KNEE – the only outtake from the 
“Seed of Mayhem” sessions.  This old Cottonmouth tune gets the hybrid treatment 
with Manfred, Tom and Doyle.  Another homage to the great Bob Mould and the 
Huskers.  Well memory lane has been detonated and exploded 
with this release.  Thanks to all of the many musicians and engineers on this 
album.  The DTV live album and the Blair’s Diving Mules EP are the only other 
worthy items in the archive.  I am currently writing tunes for the next Dirty 
Hands record.  Almost finished." =====    | 
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